ravencorpse

Whoud you care if i died?
And why?
Im just one among the rest
Nothing specieall
Just a boy, like every other boy
Thats nothing whit me that makes me more specieall
I live my life like any other
My death whouldent change the world
Everybody could live ther life like they did before
They maby think of my at the begining
But later i will be nothing but a memory
Not a specieall memory
Just a ordinary memory
If i die, promis me that you live your life like before
Dont think of me everyday, im not worth the effort
My life was nothing specieall any way
It hade it's up and down sides
Like a rollercoster with no happy ending

If you want to se how my life was
Just jump one the rollercoster
But be ready to be shockt
Becus my life is not a happy place to be
So fasten your seatbelts
Becus we are going on a ride
A ride of shock

I can feel my heart beat
Every beat makes me feel alive
But then you came and go
So know every beat is pain
If i hade a knife i woud cut it out
Throw it on the floor and steep on it
So i dont feel the pain anymore
Becus every day is like a open wound
Bleeding and causing pain
This is how love workes
It's makes you happy
And the next second it's cousing you nothing but pain

Then why do we have love?
If it can cost us so mutch pain?
Well, we walk back to love becus it natural
We need love to feel alive
And we need the pain after to understand reality
That in life, it only exist love and hate

Tick tack, tick tack, goes the clock
Tick tack, tick tack, counting the seconds that's life of are lifes
Tick tack, tick tack, if it stops you will two
Tick, tack, tick tack, counting down until the darkness sorrunds you
Tick tack, tick tack, feel the heart slowing down
Tick tack, tick tack, it's not fare away now
Tick tack, tick tack, now your time is over

I feel the blood flowing down from my eyes
Taste it when it runs into my mouth
The pain felt in the heart like a dagger
Wounds on my body scares like burning spear
This is my punishment
Punishment for my perfectionist and judgmental
I tried to be something I am not condemned and those who are themselves
I tried to build my life as perfect as possible
And now I get my punish
1000 years of pain
1000 years of repentance
1000 years of thoughts
My punishment, I take it
I have earn it more then anyone else
Each scare shows every time I tried to play my game for others
Game to be better
They know nothing of trying to be someone you are not
That I have  learned now
But I learned too late
And now my life is over